The death of a spouse, one learns, is a package that comes full of surprises released one by one...The lesson of this year is finite numbers: There is a finite number of rainbows you will see in your lifetime, a finite number of full moons - and surprisingly few after all. A finite number of times you will walk into your husband's study and choose to stop and say "I love you," or just brush past for the book you were after.
Andree Seu
